Amazing 22nd birthday..

Sunday 26 April 2009
Bener-bener momen yg bakal gw inget dalam hidup gw...we're really havin' a great time..inti utama acara ini pastinya adalah makan2 dan foto2 tentunyah..makasii bgt bwt tmn2 yg udh dtg ke acara kita ini..!!
>___<

---2 day before the "BIG" day----
gw sma reza dah diskusiin hal ini ttg makan2 bwt acara ulgtaun kita yg kbtlan sama2 bulan april..plus kus jg, awalnya kita bkin list siapa2 aja yg bakalan kita undang plus dmana tmptnya..kandidat ptama TKP d' hartamas ama d'izzi pizza BB, tp krn bbrapa hal kita cancel n akhitnya plihan jatuh ama wong Solo kg Baru..
Sbnrnya bs dblg jg aga' dadakan kita bkinnya..coz survey aja bru hr jumat..so kita putusin ngadainnya hr minggu,biar ada jeda utk ngasitau tmn2 yg lain...
Huuff alhamdulilah smua berjalan lancar..tmn2 byk yg dtg n makanan ludeees...!!
thaanks a bunch guys!!

Problem is the heart of Life..

Terkadang dalam hidup, apa yang kita inginkan dan apa yg kita rencanakan
sering kali tidak sejalan dengan apa yang kita inginkan.
walaupun sekuat apapun kita memohon dan menangis bahkan menjerit skalipun,tak akan bisa merubah apa yang sudah terjadi..
hidup yang kita jalanin ini memang tak semudah membalikkan telapak tangan,
kita akan dihadapkan dengan masalah yang harus kita hadapin dan kita selesaikan..
the point is, bgaimanakah sikap kita menghadapi si "masalah" ini..kita ga bisa cuma berdiam diri memohon masalah itu hilang dalam sekejap mata saja..kita juga ga bisa larii dan sembunyi dari masalah yang menghadang..
satu2nya penyelesaiin adalah kita menyelesaikannya dengan kepala dingin, gw percaya seberat apapun masalah itu, sebesar apapun masalah itu...pasti ada jalan keluarnya..
Toh Allah SWT tidak akan memberikan kita ujian diluar kemampuan kita umat-Nya kan??
gw sndiri adalah org yg terkadang slalu memikirkan masalah yg dateng, sometimes kalo masalah itu mank berat bgt, gw share sma shabat,or pacar gw...alhamdulilah mreka bs memberikan advice yg pada akhirnya menyelesaiikan msalah gw itu..
so guys..kalau kita sedang berperang dan berhadapan sma si masalah itu, jangan cpt2 lari dan sembunyi atau berdiam diri..hadapin selayaknya sang ksatria melawan musuhnya..
Insya Allah ada jalan pnyelesaiiannya..

cheers
Dela ^_^

Would you??

Would you be there..whenever i needed you?
would you able to catch me when i fall?
would u be the one to cheer me up when i'm down?
Would u stand still and wait for me to come back to you?
will u answer whenever i called you?

Would you ever find away to makes me stay in your arms?
Would you able to gives me happiness in my entire life?
Would you convince me with your love?
Would our love last?
will you cry over my dead?

would you stay and just waited for me?
would you chase me if i runaway?
would you find me if i'm gone?
would you miss me when i'm far?

why it has to be this way?

Love may taste sweet at the first bite..
but as i chew it longer..why does it taste bitter and plain now??
am i phasing in a "plain feeling" of a relationship?
what should i do with this?
could i survive and succeed to deal with it?
i need a refreshing..i need a fresh air..
new flavor in this relationship..
but still..there were always HIM in my heart..
always..

Love Notes for my Sweetheart

Dear Love,
From the first time that our eye contacted..
i knew that you had something special inside your beautiful sight
your warm smile melted me
your sweet laughter and care attracted me
you rapture me with your kindness..
when we getting close..i always prays to God..
hoping to send me someone as good as you are..

when u meet that other girl..
honestly i cried myself to sleep..
i can't forget you! I can't stop thinking about you..
Is you that always dancing around my head..
hey..it's me who loved you first!! why you choose her in the first place?
i never understands what's going on by the time..
i barely could cot breath..it's hurt so much in pain
despite of that i prayed that you will find your happiness with her

When I'm away from you..
i tried to find someone else
but i was wrong..i was comparing you with that guy..
it's not a love that i found..it's only amaze that i got..
and it's not taking too long..it was only for a while

When i get back home again for a holiday break..
i don't prepare myself to meeting you again..
i never expected that you were alone that time
single and free..it's what you are that time..
I tried to ignore you, and mixed with everyone else
but it's you that i always wanted to looked at

I remembered that night..you called me
just to asked whether I'm doing fine..
we had a chit chat which ended up you told me that you loved me..
i was shocked plus surprised..cause i always save my deepest heart for you
a love that i saved for someone like you..just for you
yes..I'm the girl who always likes you..loves u truly with all my heart
who always missed you..
who accept you the way you are..
who could be the place you can turn to..
the one who could wipe up your tears and gives you the pure love that i have
i really thankful to God..that He really send you for me..

Now..my loves to you grows massively
my love grows step by step, one by one..as we walked together in this relationship
i know..we may be apart right now..but our loves will stayed forever..
it's you that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with..
to be the part of your future..is all i ever wanted
to be the best for you..is all that I'm trying to do
there's nobody but you in my heart,my soul,my mind..

Honey,i promise you..
that i will always loves you
always..till death ends apart us..

Merindukanmu..

Sedih saat kumengingat kita terpisahkan oleh jarak..
Sedih kurasakan saat tak dapat menggengam tanganmu..
Sedih kurasakan saat ku tak dapat memeluk dirimu
yang selalu hangat akan cintamu..
Sedih kurasakan saat ku tak dapat merasakan belaian sayang
darimu dikepalaku..yang selalu kau lakukan saat kita bersama

Taukah kamu aku senantiasa memikirkanmu?
Taukah kamu aku selalu merindukanmu?
setiap kudiam,merenung dalam sunyi..
Kau yang selalu hinggap dibenakku..

Merindukanmu..adalah indah
walaupun sedikit rasa sesak didada karna kau tiada disisiku
Merindukanmu...kurasa hanya itulah yang bisa kulakukan
untuk mengobati rasa rindu yang bergelora
rasa rindu yang senantiasa ada..disaat kau jauh dariku

Are we Annoying??

Dalam hubungan pertemanan or dalam dunia kerja,kita bertemu dengan macam2 orang dengan beribu karakteristik yg kadang membuat kita senang, iri, bete or malahan males. Contoh kecil dalam suatu organisasi, mungkin kita akan bertemu dengan orang yg banyak omong, yg bossy, yg hyper-aktif dsb. Bagaimanakah sikap benar kita dalam menghadapi org2 yg kita anggap "annoying"? well, i got my own way..which is ignore it..alias cuekin ajah..
Disisi lain, kadang gw or mungkin kalian ada yg berpikiran kayak gw..apakah kita ini menyebalkan??
well..hanya orang lain yg dapat menilainya..tp ga ada salahnya kalo kita introspeksi diri kita sendiri. Lebuh baik diam seribu bahasa deh kalo kita gak tau apa yg orang lain bicarakan, kecuali klo mreka meminta pendapat kita. Jangan juga terlalu menjudge orang lain dengan kritis..karna kita ga tau kan kalau2 mreka akan tersinggung dan sakit hati dengan apa yang kita omongin itu.
Gw sendiri terkadang suka merasa kalau diri gw kadang nyebelin n bkin orang disekitar gw bete.
At least i tried to changed..and i really hope that people not judge me as an annoying person..duuh jangan sampeee deeh...
last but but not least..ayoo kita sama2 introspeksi diri kita masing2..jangan sampe kita dicap menyebalkan sama teman2 kitaa....

cheeers

XOXO
Dela