From the Painfull Heart

There's nothing bitter than having some argument in a relationship..yet when knowing the one you love is not 100% trust you, even when you tell em' the truth..maybe silent is the best way..crying will help to release the painful of a heart..

trying to tell the precious one u're sick is no helpfull at all..yet will just makes them worried and keep asking you...i won't tell you that i'm sick..you don't need to know that..i'll just tell you that i'm fine..even i'm not..

sometimes i'm thankful that we have to being far from each other..so that you won't know that i'm sad and down for all the things that you said..i know it's all my mistakes..

it's just the stupid side of me..

me the jerk

Whoaaa...4 year Long Distance Relationship

Whooaa...never imagine and thought that we are already in this relationship for 4 years long plus we're doing in long distance..pweew..what a record that could be proud with!!

well i'm really thankful and glad that i found him..the one who could made my day!!

he knows how to makes me smile, laugh and makes me feel much better whenever i'm in my bad mood time. He makes me feels that i'm his precious one that need to be protect from any harmful things..he even makes me feel more that a queen whenever i wanted to be spoil by him..

his laugh,his smile,his voice, his comfort hug and his kiss are the some of his best features.

Dear God, i hope this relationship will last and we both will live happily ever after..amiin!!

He's my first and i'm really hoping that he could be my last..

Love u Indra Patra Kusuma..:*

Malaysia Klaim kebudayaan Indonesia???

Wajar klo kita merasa panas krna hasil kebudayaan kita ky Reog Ponorogo, Tari Pendet, Lagu Rasa Sayange, batik dsb diklaim sma negeri jiran kita, Malaysia. Tapi, apakah dgn marah2, ngina2 malaysia bs menyelesaiikan msalah ini?knapa c Pemerintah Indonesia ga mematenkan budaya kita dr dulu?knapa kita bru protes stelah Malaysia "Mengambil" kebudayaan kita ini??

Kadang2 gw sangsi sma brita2 yg beredar ini, knapa??krna kbyakan sumber dtgnya dr Indonesia, n gw ga pnah ngeliat,baca or dger brita d'Malaysia ini. Apakah slama ini berita yg kita dger ini hanya rekayasa dr media utk mendapatkan keuntungan??

Mnurut opini gw, trutama ttg Tari Pendet dr Bali..Kita bs liat sndri tnpa hrus protes or marah2 ga jls, klo kbudayaan Bali yg sgt khas itu amat sangat jauuuuuuuh bgt bedanya sama citra negara Malaysia. Memang d'Malaysia ada jg org hindu yg dr ras India, tp konsep agama hindu India sma Bali itu ga ada ksamaan, Bali ada keistimewaan sndri, bgtu jg dgn bangsa hindu India d'Malaysia. Wong hari rayanya aja beda!! Gw jg yakin ko warga dunia bs nilai n tau klo Pendet itu berasal dr Bali. klo search d'internet jg yg kluar pasti pendet dr Bali.

So guys, sbgai generasi penerus bangsa..ayo kita sama2 melestarikan dan menjaga budaya asli Indonesia..jgn sampe ada kasus yg sma ky gni dmasa depan..jgn ikt2an budaya barat dlu deh,mndingan jaga dlu budaya bangsa sndri..dan coba utk berpikir terbuka,jgn smpe kita judge n marah2 ga jelas tnpa mengetahui asal muasal berita itu.

Hidup Indonesia..!!

ciao!!

Dela^_^

Tadi pagi adalah hari pagi gw masuk magang d'Symphony group of companies. Diawali dgan bgun pagi jam 1/2 8 kurang, spt biasa ritual pagi gw jalankan which is mnum air n skipping bberapa lompatan, bis ntu lgsg beranjak ke kamar mndi n siap2,stlah itu gw sarapan buah pisang n roti coklat..sblm brgkt smpt mnum vitamin yg mama krimin..
perjalanan ke kantor ga lama2 amat skitar 1/2 jam lah..gw naik bus dr rmh dlanjutin naik monorail mpe chowkit.
As i arrived at the office, gw lgsg naik lift ke level 12 n nanya ke resepsionis apa ms.Villa (HR dept.)ada..tnyata orgnya blom dtg n alhasil gw nunggu dlu dsana mpe jam 10 krg krn tnyata dy ada meeting sma bossnya..
bgtu ms Villa dtg, gw d'anter ke level 9 yg ngelewatin bgian customer service..lewatin pntu lg, ampe pjokan ada ruangan yg lmyan kecil tp nyaman, dsana gw dknalin sma ms.Villa ada 2 cowo China yg namanya Mr.Marcus n Mr.Victor, sma 3 org cewe namanya Max (ank UM yg internship jg), 2 lgi gw lupa namanya..mreka nyambut gw dgn ramah n hangat..
nah Mr.Victor ini adalah org yg ajarin gw ttg system n project yg lg mreka tnganin..gw lgsg dsodorin 2 manual book ttg ESS n Payroll Daimler cbg INDONESIA,.hehe kbtaln bgt kan??
krn gw blom dsediain kompi, smntara gw mnjem kompi yg nganggur dlu..ptmanya dtmptin seruangan sma mreka td, tp bgtu sorean gw dpndhin ke luar yg ada byk kompi nganggur..
Hri ini blom bgtu byk kerjaan yg gw kerjain krn tnyata head ITnya lg training smpe hri rabu bsok, so gw hrus nunggu dy dtg dlu..bsok jg Insya Allah sm mreka dkasi kartu pass bwt employee..biar gmpang kluar msknya..td ke toilet aj msti mnjem sma kakak yg seruangan td..hehehe
so far first day dkantor td ckup memuaskan..smoga bsok2 baik2 juga n lancar2 aja..ammiin!!
wish me luck..

cheers
Dela
^_^

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah..stelah pnantian yg cukup lama akhirnya dapet jg tmpt magang,,,bner2 pnantian slama ini worth it bgt jdnya. Tnyata Allah mank nyimpen hikmah bwt gw..seneng bgt hari ini!
gak nyangka bgt awalnya pas apply gw ga naro harapan tlalu besar..pas paginya apply lwt jobstreet, sorenya dtlp utk dtg interview kamis td..wlaupun pas interview jawabnya agak2 bego n ga 100% yakin, tp Alhamdulilah berhasil...SENANGNYAAAH!!!

XOXO

Delasita

Maybe i just missed you

When a new day has come..
i could feel the warm of the sun through my window
bird sings and people get to works
i felt empty 'coz you're not here by my side..
maybe i just missed you..

When I'm on my way to work
i saw couple walk hand by hand..so sweet to see
i wish it was us..holding hand together, talk and laugh together
maybe i just missed you

Till night comes
stars shine beautifully together with the moon
wind breeze and i could felt it through my hair
hopes you could hear my whisper through the wind
which tell you how much i missed you

Waiting..be patient please!

Once i heard a good and inspired quotes that stated "Good things come to those who waited"
i think it's really motivated me as I'm having this situation where i haven't find any answer yet. well I'm in a middle of my last semester right now, and suppose I took the industrial training, but i haven't got a space since my group project has postponed the presentation day. So, I'm a bit late than the time-plan. Unfortunately, i haven't got the solution yet. huff..kinda bored a bit to knowing that i don't have any routine activity, but i believe that God plan something good for me..
well maybe it's time for me to learn to be more patient..
last i'm still hoping for the best like always..really don't want to makes my family down..

Luck for u and me..for all of us
cheers
^___^

Amazing 22nd birthday..

Sunday 26 April 2009
Bener-bener momen yg bakal gw inget dalam hidup gw...we're really havin' a great time..inti utama acara ini pastinya adalah makan2 dan foto2 tentunyah..makasii bgt bwt tmn2 yg udh dtg ke acara kita ini..!!
>___<

---2 day before the "BIG" day----
gw sma reza dah diskusiin hal ini ttg makan2 bwt acara ulgtaun kita yg kbtlan sama2 bulan april..plus kus jg, awalnya kita bkin list siapa2 aja yg bakalan kita undang plus dmana tmptnya..kandidat ptama TKP d' hartamas ama d'izzi pizza BB, tp krn bbrapa hal kita cancel n akhitnya plihan jatuh ama wong Solo kg Baru..
Sbnrnya bs dblg jg aga' dadakan kita bkinnya..coz survey aja bru hr jumat..so kita putusin ngadainnya hr minggu,biar ada jeda utk ngasitau tmn2 yg lain...
Huuff alhamdulilah smua berjalan lancar..tmn2 byk yg dtg n makanan ludeees...!!
thaanks a bunch guys!!

Problem is the heart of Life..

Terkadang dalam hidup, apa yang kita inginkan dan apa yg kita rencanakan
sering kali tidak sejalan dengan apa yang kita inginkan.
walaupun sekuat apapun kita memohon dan menangis bahkan menjerit skalipun,tak akan bisa merubah apa yang sudah terjadi..
hidup yang kita jalanin ini memang tak semudah membalikkan telapak tangan,
kita akan dihadapkan dengan masalah yang harus kita hadapin dan kita selesaikan..
the point is, bgaimanakah sikap kita menghadapi si "masalah" ini..kita ga bisa cuma berdiam diri memohon masalah itu hilang dalam sekejap mata saja..kita juga ga bisa larii dan sembunyi dari masalah yang menghadang..
satu2nya penyelesaiin adalah kita menyelesaikannya dengan kepala dingin, gw percaya seberat apapun masalah itu, sebesar apapun masalah itu...pasti ada jalan keluarnya..
Toh Allah SWT tidak akan memberikan kita ujian diluar kemampuan kita umat-Nya kan??
gw sndiri adalah org yg terkadang slalu memikirkan masalah yg dateng, sometimes kalo masalah itu mank berat bgt, gw share sma shabat,or pacar gw...alhamdulilah mreka bs memberikan advice yg pada akhirnya menyelesaiikan msalah gw itu..
so guys..kalau kita sedang berperang dan berhadapan sma si masalah itu, jangan cpt2 lari dan sembunyi atau berdiam diri..hadapin selayaknya sang ksatria melawan musuhnya..
Insya Allah ada jalan pnyelesaiiannya..

cheers
Dela ^_^

Would you??

Would you be there..whenever i needed you?
would you able to catch me when i fall?
would u be the one to cheer me up when i'm down?
Would u stand still and wait for me to come back to you?
will u answer whenever i called you?

Would you ever find away to makes me stay in your arms?
Would you able to gives me happiness in my entire life?
Would you convince me with your love?
Would our love last?
will you cry over my dead?

would you stay and just waited for me?
would you chase me if i runaway?
would you find me if i'm gone?
would you miss me when i'm far?

why it has to be this way?

Love may taste sweet at the first bite..
but as i chew it longer..why does it taste bitter and plain now??
am i phasing in a "plain feeling" of a relationship?
what should i do with this?
could i survive and succeed to deal with it?
i need a refreshing..i need a fresh air..
new flavor in this relationship..
but still..there were always HIM in my heart..
always..

Love Notes for my Sweetheart

Dear Love,
From the first time that our eye contacted..
i knew that you had something special inside your beautiful sight
your warm smile melted me
your sweet laughter and care attracted me
you rapture me with your kindness..
when we getting close..i always prays to God..
hoping to send me someone as good as you are..

when u meet that other girl..
honestly i cried myself to sleep..
i can't forget you! I can't stop thinking about you..
Is you that always dancing around my head..
hey..it's me who loved you first!! why you choose her in the first place?
i never understands what's going on by the time..
i barely could cot breath..it's hurt so much in pain
despite of that i prayed that you will find your happiness with her

When I'm away from you..
i tried to find someone else
but i was wrong..i was comparing you with that guy..
it's not a love that i found..it's only amaze that i got..
and it's not taking too long..it was only for a while

When i get back home again for a holiday break..
i don't prepare myself to meeting you again..
i never expected that you were alone that time
single and free..it's what you are that time..
I tried to ignore you, and mixed with everyone else
but it's you that i always wanted to looked at

I remembered that night..you called me
just to asked whether I'm doing fine..
we had a chit chat which ended up you told me that you loved me..
i was shocked plus surprised..cause i always save my deepest heart for you
a love that i saved for someone like you..just for you
yes..I'm the girl who always likes you..loves u truly with all my heart
who always missed you..
who accept you the way you are..
who could be the place you can turn to..
the one who could wipe up your tears and gives you the pure love that i have
i really thankful to God..that He really send you for me..

Now..my loves to you grows massively
my love grows step by step, one by one..as we walked together in this relationship
i know..we may be apart right now..but our loves will stayed forever..
it's you that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with..
to be the part of your future..is all i ever wanted
to be the best for you..is all that I'm trying to do
there's nobody but you in my heart,my soul,my mind..

Honey,i promise you..
that i will always loves you
always..till death ends apart us..

Merindukanmu..

Sedih saat kumengingat kita terpisahkan oleh jarak..
Sedih kurasakan saat tak dapat menggengam tanganmu..
Sedih kurasakan saat ku tak dapat memeluk dirimu
yang selalu hangat akan cintamu..
Sedih kurasakan saat ku tak dapat merasakan belaian sayang
darimu dikepalaku..yang selalu kau lakukan saat kita bersama

Taukah kamu aku senantiasa memikirkanmu?
Taukah kamu aku selalu merindukanmu?
setiap kudiam,merenung dalam sunyi..
Kau yang selalu hinggap dibenakku..

Merindukanmu..adalah indah
walaupun sedikit rasa sesak didada karna kau tiada disisiku
Merindukanmu...kurasa hanya itulah yang bisa kulakukan
untuk mengobati rasa rindu yang bergelora
rasa rindu yang senantiasa ada..disaat kau jauh dariku

Are we Annoying??

Dalam hubungan pertemanan or dalam dunia kerja,kita bertemu dengan macam2 orang dengan beribu karakteristik yg kadang membuat kita senang, iri, bete or malahan males. Contoh kecil dalam suatu organisasi, mungkin kita akan bertemu dengan orang yg banyak omong, yg bossy, yg hyper-aktif dsb. Bagaimanakah sikap benar kita dalam menghadapi org2 yg kita anggap "annoying"? well, i got my own way..which is ignore it..alias cuekin ajah..
Disisi lain, kadang gw or mungkin kalian ada yg berpikiran kayak gw..apakah kita ini menyebalkan??
well..hanya orang lain yg dapat menilainya..tp ga ada salahnya kalo kita introspeksi diri kita sendiri. Lebuh baik diam seribu bahasa deh kalo kita gak tau apa yg orang lain bicarakan, kecuali klo mreka meminta pendapat kita. Jangan juga terlalu menjudge orang lain dengan kritis..karna kita ga tau kan kalau2 mreka akan tersinggung dan sakit hati dengan apa yang kita omongin itu.
Gw sendiri terkadang suka merasa kalau diri gw kadang nyebelin n bkin orang disekitar gw bete.
At least i tried to changed..and i really hope that people not judge me as an annoying person..duuh jangan sampeee deeh...
last but but not least..ayoo kita sama2 introspeksi diri kita masing2..jangan sampe kita dicap menyebalkan sama teman2 kitaa....

cheeers

XOXO
Dela

Love..was made for me and you=)

God do works in a mysterious ways...gw bener2 salut sama salah satu ciptaan-Nya..yaitu rasa cinta or Love. Karena cinta-lah tiap org bisa dgn cpatnya berubah dgan drastisnya..terkadang perubahan itu rata2 menjurus ke arah positif..walaupun kadang2 org yg brubah tersebut benar2 membuat kita geleng2 ga jelas..hahaha

Love..hmmpph memang benar-benar hal yg unik untuk kita nikmati..
dkala jauuh bawaannya kangeen stengah mati..ironisnya pas ktmu,ko malah marah2 yaah bawaannya..hihi cinta memang unik!
dari yg tadinya benci..bisa berubah menjadi cinta..benar kata orang dulu kali yaah..kalau batasan antara benci dan cinta itu setipis rambut saja,,haha ada2 ajaah..

Cinta jg yg membuat gw menjadi dewasa,karena disaat kita menyayangi seseorang..bagi gw secara otomatis kita menempati diri ga hanya sebagai pacarnya aja..tapi dsisi lain kita jg berperan sbagai kakak or adenya, sahabatnya bahkan juga sbagai ibunya.Saling percaya dan komunikasi adalah kunci terkuat untuk hubungan percintaan..bagi gw,sejauh apapun kita sama pasangan kita,klo bisa komunikasi jgn smpai terputus..yaa minimal sms sehari 1x lah..just let them know that we're okay..

ada quotes menarik yg slalu gw ingat..quotes ini gw petik dari realiti katakan cinta
"love will find you if you try.." yeeph bener bgt itu..krna tanpa usaha,kynya sia2 tuh..
so goodluck with your love-life guys

cheeers

Dela^____^

9 Inspiring Quotes..or not at all

just check this one out..i just got it from a friend's of mine..she forward this to my e-mail..

1. If time doesn't wait for you, don't worry!
   Just remove the damn battery from the clock and Enjoy life!
2. Expecting the world to treat u fairly coz u r a good person is like
   expecting the lion not to attack u coz u r a vegetarian.
   Think about it
3. Beauty isn't measured by outer appearance and what clothes we wear,
   but what we are inside .. So, try going out naked tomorrow and see the admiration!
4. Don't walk as if you rule the world,
   walk as if you don't care who rules the world!
   That's called Attitude…! Keep on rocking!.
5. Every lady hopes that her daughter will marry a better man than she did
   and is convinced that her son will never find a wife as good as his father did!!
6. He was a good man. He never smoked, drank had no affair.
   When he died, the insurance company refused the claim.
   They said, he who never lived, cannot die!
7. A man threw his wife in a pond of Crocodiles?
   He's now being harassed by the Animal Rights Activists for being cruel to the Crocodiles!
8. So many options for suicide:
   Poison, sleeping pills, hanging,
   jumping from a building, lying on train tracks,
   but we chose Marriage, slow sure!
9. Only 20 percent boys have brains, rest have girlfriends

silly hu uh?....>___<

I wanna be

I wanna be the first person that you see in the morning..
the one who watches the sun rises with you while having bread and coffee for breakfast
I wanna be the last person that you see before u slept..
to be the one who sang u lullaby and kiss your eyes before u stargazing in the night
I wanna be the one who always stand by your side..
to be the one who always there whenever the whole world is betrayed you I wanna be your hope when you lose all your faith..
and be the one to bring u back to life..

dearest love, i may not be perfect for you.. but all i wanna do is to be the one who always loves you perfectly

Welcome to 2009 everyone..HappY Nu Year,,

HaPpy New Year 2009 all...may all your wishes and target be come true this year..

hufff...ga Trasa 2009 dah ddpan mata..tandanya smakin bertambah umur..smakin byk yg akan kita hadapi dan smakin bsar ujian yg akan kita hadapi..
umm...well target gw sendiri utk taun ini adalah utk menyelesaikan Kuliah ga yg Alhamdulilah udah tgl 1 semester lg..minggu bsk adalah ujian final terakhir yga akan gw hadapin d'semester ini..
final project yg saat ini gw kerjakan breng didin n kus also almost finish...huff smoga hasil yg akan gw dptin smester ini bs lebih ningkatin IP gw..
well i'll always pray for achieving the best from all the effort that i had give this semester..smoga aj hasilnya memuaskan dan tidak mengecewakan..:)